I Never Know What to Write
Wednesday, December 17th, 2025
I'm never sure what to write. Sometimes I understand that it doesn't matter. I'm always sitting here typing. Why not just post these endless internal rants with myself as my blog? Isn't that what I'm going for here? Just putting everything out there for everyone to see. There is obviously a fear involved in doing something like this. People might see me in a different way once they read what I've got going on inside my head. Figuring out if that's a risk I'm willing to take is the hard part. When you look back in time, you see lots of people who just wrote things and put it out there to be read, regardless of what it made others think of them. That's how revolutions have begun. How ideas are spread on religion, economics, architecture, and everything in between. These things exist because for centuries we have had humans daring enough to just say what they were thinking. They were willing to take the risk of being viewed differently. Or perhaps they didn't see it as a risk. Maybe for them that was the end goal. To stand out from everyone.
Either way, it does work as a motivation for writing. No matter what I choose to put into words, the words will always be mine. The meaning behind them doesn't need to be profound. I don't need to carefully analyze every last word choice and topic of discussion. I've already covered this a little bit in a previous post, saying that it truly doesn't matter what I write about. That's even how I started off today. But if I dwell on that too much then I start arguing with myself whether it is worth it to write at all. If what I'm saying is of no consequence, why even bother with it? The truth is, I don't know if what I'm typing will ever matter to someone else. But it does matter to me. Taking this time to write things out about what I love, what I'm doing, how I'm thinking - that's all part of who I am. My last post was all about ecstatic dance, while this one is much more informal, bordering more on a stream of consciousness than any sort of stylized form of writing. And my next post could end up being a review or a creative writing prompt. The possibilities are truly endless.
I suppose I will also take the time to address anyone new who might stumble across my blog here, as my ecstatic dance post has been shared on Instagram. This site is still very much in development and originally started as a way for me to learn simple HTML and CSS. I'm trying to make it more of a central hub for all of my content creation, including my YouTube page and music project, Fallen From the Stars. You can find some more information on these things in the About section of this site if you're interested in checking it out. Also, I know that I didn't design this site to be mobile friendly and that's going to be my next order of business when it comes to the backend. I'll also be adding an official Music section in the future, with all of the links to my different socials.
In the mean time, why don't you check out Kyle's Kitchen 2: The Making Of on YouTube? It's just a silly little video with a lot of cursing and goofiness. While my YouTube page isn't the most active of my content channels, I do upload occasionally when the mood is right. Anyway, that's probably where I'm going to wrap things up for now. Knowing that people might come to this page to read my ecstatic dance post has put a little bit of a fire under my ass to start making things look a little cleaner and post a little bit more. Excited to keep on sharing this journey through life with everyone. Thank you to everyone who is with me right now. This is just the beginning!!!